joi, 2 septembrie 2010

hello

God its been a long time since i wrote the last time on my page. :) so many things like miracles happened in my obviously boring life. but hey, I am truly convinced you are all be envious on me :)

last time i wrote was about my struggle with my weight. i wanted so badly to lose 10 kilos, i didnt make it but actually on the way there i discovered that what there was really a reason to struggle was to lose weight under the "awesome" 70 kilos. even if i lost 5 kilos, being under 70 was a huuuuuge step. so i was happy and still am :) thanx to all that been supportive and full of encouragements, it changes everything in your perspective.

the big news that I am a 10 weeks pregnant mum so this is my miracle. It is yet just a false feeling of motherhood which will probably increase when my baby will kick my belly :) for those who wonder if i feel special, if i feel like something abnormal, well, the response is NO. No, i dont feel anything unusual, but yes - i feel something rather strange than before. I feel sick, sick and sick...Nauses, morning sickness, feel like i can faint all time, so YES, I FEEL :) Lots of things...

Don't worry. I love my baby because she/he is a miracle. I met so many women lately that have tried for years to have a child and to me, it happened when i planned to have one. On the other hand, this kid is very loved because she/he is the fruit of a honest respectful love and marriage to my husband. I always wanted to have a child when i'll be 30 and I will be married for 10 years. So this is that moment forever dreamt. :)

Today I write a coming-back message. I believe it's already a lot what i confessed so welcome back, readers (i heard you're being called bloggers :)) ) and c u soon.

Kisses.