Good evening, have discovered there were so many viewers today.
Thank everyone for support, I feel a lit bit better now, I thank God for making me stronger after this experience and you, for the emphaty you felt for my situation.
Unfortunately, yesterday, waiting for the neurosurgeon, we stayed on the hospital halls and now baby caught a cold. He has a little fever, his nose is a fountain but he's on treatment.
Good nite!
marți, 22 noiembrie 2011
Call 911
Hello, yesterday was that horrible day when you realized how easy the balance of life can become unequal.
I was getting ready to go out and have some fun with my beautiful son, so I got him dressed but suddenly I saw smth that made me leave my baby alone on the couch for a second. Behind my back he threw himself off the couch...he hit himself so badly he stopped breathing, he was lying on the floor like he was dead. I shook him hard, he got back after few seconds then he stopped breathing again this time longer than before. Of course, I got my hand on the phone.
In Romania emergency number is 112 but I dialed 911, like in USA. I was so confused I even said wrong my address when the officer asked me to, I had no idea what to do after. So I opened a window with baby lying in my arms and waited for ambulance. He got back after few minutes, I nearly fainted for several times but I needed myself to be strong for my angel.
When ambulance came he was active, not like he uses to, but in a better shape than I was. We got to the nearest hospital, he was checked out by a neurosurgeon that told me he is okay, probably was the shock only.
Yesterday was the saddest day if my life. I know it will always be remembered.:(
P.s: take care of yourself!
I was getting ready to go out and have some fun with my beautiful son, so I got him dressed but suddenly I saw smth that made me leave my baby alone on the couch for a second. Behind my back he threw himself off the couch...he hit himself so badly he stopped breathing, he was lying on the floor like he was dead. I shook him hard, he got back after few seconds then he stopped breathing again this time longer than before. Of course, I got my hand on the phone.
In Romania emergency number is 112 but I dialed 911, like in USA. I was so confused I even said wrong my address when the officer asked me to, I had no idea what to do after. So I opened a window with baby lying in my arms and waited for ambulance. He got back after few minutes, I nearly fainted for several times but I needed myself to be strong for my angel.
When ambulance came he was active, not like he uses to, but in a better shape than I was. We got to the nearest hospital, he was checked out by a neurosurgeon that told me he is okay, probably was the shock only.
Yesterday was the saddest day if my life. I know it will always be remembered.:(
P.s: take care of yourself!
duminică, 20 noiembrie 2011
To be or not to be...honest?!
Good morning to you all. It's 8,30 am and I woke up in a very meditation mood. :) I only have one question in my mind: to be or not to be honest?
Last days I have written an email to a very big CEO I met at a conference. It was a business meeting, I had this great opportunity to attend it and I am still excited about. There I had the chance to practice my english, French and romanian, of course but the fact I disliked the most - I have understood that with baby comes a new territory. You are connected to a different reality, that of how to do best for your child, how to improve your motherhood skills but that takes you away from environments for grown-ups. I talked with biggest figures in that huge company and I am being proud of my abilities to even say a word knowing myself as the shyest person on Earth.
After that conference everything changed. I have understood I am not just a mommy. I need to be provoked, I need to be able to express myself in different language beside ba-ba-ba, ma-ma-ma, I need to be challenged and with this understanding, I opened a door.
Told you I wrote a mail. Yes, I discovered I am not "trained" for business point of view, I think as a psychologist and for that, well, I don't blame myself. But the CEO wrote me back a business reply and I didn't get it. I read the letter as coming from a newest friend u make and not as a business polite reply. Got the picture? I felt like i had betrayed myself because I didn't know how to interpret the 2 sentences. I was being friendly with the man, which by the way, is so modest, sociable and cute, that only saw in me a woman talking too much for a business meeting :)
Omg, I felt so ashamed when I realized the mistake I did. Business and friends don't belong in the same sentence. Meeting and honesty don't do also.
Hear my conclusion: honesty is not for business meetings. It is never used as an advantage so get rid if that friendly look, battleling eyelashes and emotioned shaking hands. Your look needs to be icy, yet complex. Your tone has to be low, serious and full of meaning itself.
Eh, what the hell, I need to become a business woman to understand this code...
Thank you, mr. CEO!
P.s.: :))
Last days I have written an email to a very big CEO I met at a conference. It was a business meeting, I had this great opportunity to attend it and I am still excited about. There I had the chance to practice my english, French and romanian, of course but the fact I disliked the most - I have understood that with baby comes a new territory. You are connected to a different reality, that of how to do best for your child, how to improve your motherhood skills but that takes you away from environments for grown-ups. I talked with biggest figures in that huge company and I am being proud of my abilities to even say a word knowing myself as the shyest person on Earth.
After that conference everything changed. I have understood I am not just a mommy. I need to be provoked, I need to be able to express myself in different language beside ba-ba-ba, ma-ma-ma, I need to be challenged and with this understanding, I opened a door.
Told you I wrote a mail. Yes, I discovered I am not "trained" for business point of view, I think as a psychologist and for that, well, I don't blame myself. But the CEO wrote me back a business reply and I didn't get it. I read the letter as coming from a newest friend u make and not as a business polite reply. Got the picture? I felt like i had betrayed myself because I didn't know how to interpret the 2 sentences. I was being friendly with the man, which by the way, is so modest, sociable and cute, that only saw in me a woman talking too much for a business meeting :)
Omg, I felt so ashamed when I realized the mistake I did. Business and friends don't belong in the same sentence. Meeting and honesty don't do also.
Hear my conclusion: honesty is not for business meetings. It is never used as an advantage so get rid if that friendly look, battleling eyelashes and emotioned shaking hands. Your look needs to be icy, yet complex. Your tone has to be low, serious and full of meaning itself.
Eh, what the hell, I need to become a business woman to understand this code...
Thank you, mr. CEO!
P.s.: :))
vineri, 18 noiembrie 2011
New book
Hi.
I have started to write a psychological book about a subject it seems to make me meditate lately. I am interested in everything involves celebrities, stars, media, paparazzi, this phenomenon that I call disease already. You can become addicted to finding and searching news about celebrities you love but of the celebrities u hate, too.
At least I am.
So I am writing a book I named it "I want to become a superstar", it has 6 chapters and hopefully in several months I will finish this job.
Are you coming with me in this journey?
:)
I have started to write a psychological book about a subject it seems to make me meditate lately. I am interested in everything involves celebrities, stars, media, paparazzi, this phenomenon that I call disease already. You can become addicted to finding and searching news about celebrities you love but of the celebrities u hate, too.
At least I am.
So I am writing a book I named it "I want to become a superstar", it has 6 chapters and hopefully in several months I will finish this job.
Are you coming with me in this journey?
:)
luni, 14 noiembrie 2011
Celebs
Lately I've been more active on my twitter (@cristina_cortes) and Facebook (cristina Surugiu) accounts so I kinda received many infos about celebrities. I have begun to be asked to friendship many unknowns and started to be followed by unknowns. It is also true I gained some celebs as friends too, like Neyo, whom I'm biggest fan (for that I created a page on Facebook called "fan Neyo"), Aaron Alexander Reid, whom tweets I adore because they are so full of life :), and the list could really go on and on. I am not a celebrity so imagine what this means to a simple yet complex person that I am. I love tweeting and face booking, I also did a tumbler account for I can see latest news about Neyo. Well, I said, I'm a huge fan of him. :)
I'm writing these things now because i was wondering why people become addicted to social networking, why a new follower improves a life, why a sad mood changes into a happy one after just one RT. For those not knowing me, I've always been interested in meditation, in introspection so I won't change that in me.
I think I have an idea about questions I mentioned before. I think people with different social life then celebritities wonder how is it to be in that situation, and I'm sure, celebrities don't do the vice-versa :) simple persons want to know more about what they can't have and celebrities want to know how are they seen through simple beings point of views. I was happy all nite when I became Facebook neyo's friend probably because I will never have the chance to be a real friend to him. This way of acceptance is a two-way street. U r happy because it seems like u r important to a milion-persons adored VIP then u discover u r just another person in a list...nothing special, nothing extra!
Game over ;)
It's monday
Hi everyone. I just decided to start re-write my ideas as many of you suggested me to do so. I know I am not such an important person to have many creative ideas or to own a blog but what the heck, if Perez Hilton can do it, why can't I? Lol
I'm a woman with a smile on my face at every hour of my living, I like what life reserved me till this moment and I can honestly say I don't have regrets. Maybe there are times in our lives when we struggle to succed but we can stand up against dificulties. I am strong.
Life in last year and a half changed me dramatically because I gave birth to a star baby Reuben-Christian whom is now the center of the universe. To my husband and I. Well, our families too.
I changed the music I used to listen, I changed my point of view regarding superficial ideas and books, music, actors etc. I started to own the Internet. I was blessed with an iPhone 4 and an iPad 2 so I can be online non-stop if I wish that. I am here, forever :)
This is for the moment, I will come back after feeding baby.
:)
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