my sister and I were always a very hard "couple", we love each other very much, but we were never alike. I was always very available for others, and what I want to say by that is I felt well when others came to me to reveal something, when they had problems and needed a shoulder. I live my life by helping others. At least I'd love to think that...
my sister had always been the celebrity in our house, that's how I discovered I loved to stay in the shadow. She always had concerts, always a glamorous life and so many friends. but still I confess I loved more my life, stable and hidden of others.
now, we are both adults, living in Romania and France, I am married, she lives in Paris, we see each other one time at 3-4 years only because we never synchronize our schedule. I think about her every moment of my life because she is alone in there...
...but lately we fought for a stupid thing. And now, we don'speak anymore and I feel like my whole world turned upside down and I can't breath.
celebrity is not important for me, I make a big mistake by believing for others is the same. My life is a "DO NOT DISTURB " sign but I don't expect people surrounding me to live like me. I prefer being emphatic than selfish, even if the world we live in presses us to be different than we are naturally. :(
My sis' is one of the most important persons in my life, but her fame is too hard to handle...:(
My life is not the same without her voice, without her calls...
today I said a story...a sad and true one...
P.S.: Happy birthday to one of my best friend (I only have 2 bestfriends), Mihaela, I hope God will give you health, strenght and courage to fulfill all ur dreams. Kisses and hugs.
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